Let's stay in the shadow play

I did everything what I have to. But there's still some kind of failure. I don't know what is it. I'm too young to know how to live, too experienced to believe in common good, too dumb to not follow kindness. Dumb? Or maybe just happy.Nevermind, thoughts again. I'm trying to forget, about everything. I'm trying to clean my mind. It's very hard, you know... Someday I won't understand everthing I have done. So maybe I should just stay in the moment. Don't change the way of life. It's very hard to believe in person who you are. Just me, my mind, some music to think of. Nothing more.To close yourself. Probably it isn't a good solution. And maybe the only one... Some of  my logic. We're in the shadow play. And let it be.