I wrote 'late post about Cobain', so now it's time for early post with Ian Curtis. 18 May is an anniversary of his suicide... So, here's the early post. I wanted to write this in weekend, but there was no time or anything... Wait- there was the atmosphere. Yeah, atmosphere. I watched Control film on Thursday. And I saw this film about ten times. It's really amazing. With turning into gloom. Just sad, depressing, inspiring. For the first time when I was watching it I was crying. And at the second time too, maybe also third. Later, I was just shocked. This terrible kind of 'looking into the wall'. And there's nothing, what I can do. Everything walked away. And won't come back. Never.
Back to the Control. Just story. Just a biography about men, who lost his place in the universe. Who Lost Control. A story with love in the background. Background? This is Joy Division, I knew, how the film will end. Love Will Tear Us Apart. And it's one of reasons, which I'm crying now. Yeah, when I wrote post that, I was crying. Just because of sadness of this situation. Of mistakes in life, his life. Of men, who walked away in silence. Of love, which has lost Control. Just another confirmation of "Love is destructive'.
It's 33 years, since he walked away in silence. I'm still quotating the Atmosphere song. It was a soundtrack at the end of Control. Sorry, it's a such amazing movie...
Łooho, to ja się jeszcze na koniec wysłowię się In Polish. Mam problemy z wyrażaniem siebie w języku ojczystym, dlatego tym bardziej przepraszam za wszelkie błędy, jakie tutaj czynię. Ciężko mi nawet poukładać spójnie myśli. Z resztą, czego się spodziewać po zadaniu domowym na poziomie gimnazjum...
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